忏悔
平安夜 silent night
圣善夜 holy night
一切都安静 all is calm
一切都明洁 all is bright
绕着圣母和圣婴 round yon virgin mother and child
多么柔顺温驯的圣婴 holy infant so tender and mild
天赐安眠 sleep in heavenly peace
平安夜 silent night
圣善夜 holy night
使牧羊人触目而栗... shepherds quake at the sight...
有人吗?
Is someone there?
神父 请宽恕我在思想 言语和行为上 所犯下的过错
Bless me,father,for I have sinned exceedingly In thought,word and deed.
我向全能的天主和您忏悔
I confess to almighty god and to you,father.
我已经有35年没有忏悔了
It's been 35 years since my last confession.
有这么久了啊
That's a very long time.
愿意告诉我你的罪过吗?
Would you like to tell me your sins?
我亲眼看过...
I've seen things.
并且做过...可怕的事情
Done things,horrible things.
你为此感到内疚吗?
And you feel guilty for them?
没有
No.
好的
I see.
你说的是哪类事情?
What kind of things are you talking about?
昨晚我杀了个人
Last night,I killed a man.
过来 Jimmy 让我瞧瞧你
Come on over here,jimmy,let me see you.
我知道Iglesias先生在想什么
I-- I know what mr.Reglesi's thinking.
所以我才跑的 但..真..真的是弄错了
That's why I ran,but it's all a mistake.
没错 否则我就不用来了
No mistake,otherwise I wouldn't be here.
钱在哪里?
Where's the money?
钱在哪里?
Where's the money?
- 我知道我不该...- 不行!
I don't suppose-- no.
你都不知道我想说什么
You don't even know what I was gonna say.
我知道你想说什么
I know exactly what you're gonna say.
答案是不行
And the answer's no.
你活不了了
There's no way out of this one.
请给我一分钟
Could I have a moment?
让我向上帝祈祷
I'd like to make my peace with god.
我宽恕你
I forgive you.
你必须去自首
You have to go to the police.
这不可能 神父
That's not really an option,father.
如果你不是真心改过 就不会得到宽恕
You can't expect to be forgiven If you're not truly willing to repent for your sins.
我不是来寻求宽恕的
I'm not here for forgiveness.
我来只是想弄明白
I'm here because I want to understand.
弄明白什么?
Understand what?
昨晚我杀死的那个人 他明知自己会死
The man I killed last night knew he was going to die.
请求临死前祈祷 我不能不答应
He asked for a moment to pray and I let him.
我看到他脸上浮出一丝平静
And I watched a peace come over him.
我之前从未见过的平静
A kind of peace I've never seen before.
他的平静来自他的信仰
His peace came from his faith.
为什么人会信仰无法证实的事物?
How can you have faith in something That can't be proven?
这就是信仰
That is what faith is.
不 神父 那是希望
No,father,that's what hope is.
我们过于害怕现实
We're so frightened that this is all there is,
才创造出这么个永恒的灵魂
We've created the illusion of an eternal soul.
你杀人了
You killed a man.
我杀了很多人
I've killed many men.
我就是这类人 干这类行当的
It's who I am,it's what I do.
实际上 我今晚也要去杀人
In fact,I'm supposed to kill someone tonight.
不 我不要再听下去了
I don't want to hear any more of this.
少来了 神父 你真的认为人们会怀念
Please,father,do you really think the world is gonna miss
一个毫无用处的人?
Another useless human being?
神学院里有说过这类的忏悔
We were told about confessions like this in seminary
我听其他神父讲过
And I've heard about them from other priests,
自己从没遇到过
But I've never experienced one myself.
不 我不要听你忏悔
I won't do this.Sit down.
坐下 我叫你坐下!
I said,sit down !
快坐下!
Now !
我进来时 有两个女人在前排祈祷
When I walked in,there were two women praying In the front of the church.
你敢迈出告解室
You step outside of this confessional,
我就出去把她们都杀死
I will walk out there and I will kill them both.
- 你不会的 - 我不会?
You wouldn't.I wouldn't?
你认识我三分钟都不到 竟然能断定我会还是不会
You've known me less than three minutes and you already profess To know what I would or wouldn't do?
我到底有没有在听我讲话?!
Have you not listened To a single thing that I have said?
我相信是该要杀鸡儆猴了
I believe a demonstration is in order.
看在上帝的份上 别这样
Please don't,for god's sake.
不 神父!
No,father.
这...是为你好
This is for your sake.
我很愿意听你想说的话
I would very much like to hear what you have to say.
- 是这样吗?
Would you?
- 是的
Yes.
我愿意
Yes,I would.
你确定不是被逼无奈才说的?
You're sure you're not just saying that,father,Because of the situation?
不是...不是
No,no.
我真的很想听
No,I really would like to hear.
- 神父你好
Hello,father.
- 你好
Hello.
拜托 咱们能回去告解室继续聊吗?
Would you please come back to the confessional So that we can continue our conversation?
要认真听
Lesson learned.
认真听
Lesson learned.
好的
Good.
我该怎么帮你?
How can I help you?
我想让你帮我解释一下
I would like you to explain to me,
如果上帝无所不能...
If god's will is all powerful,
为什么放任人们为所欲为?
Why does he allow men to do the things they do?
因为他给了我们自由的意志
Because he gave us free will.
这样真方便啊 你不觉得吗?
Sort of convenient,don't you think?
这种猜测对任何事都适用
Kind of gets him off the hook for everything.
我们每个人都可以自由地
Each and every one of us is free
选择自己人生的道路
To choose our own path in life.
真的吗?
Are we?
别人残忍对待我们时 道路该如何选择呢?
Where's our path laid out for us by the cruelty of others
当我们受苦的时候 上帝刚好没看见?
And the suffering we endure while god looks the other way?
我们很容易 将自己的行动归咎于上帝
It's easy to blame god for our actions.
这可以减轻一些我们的负罪感
It relieves us of our personal responsibility.
我们生命中的每一秒都面临着抉择
Every moment that we live,we have been offered choices.
抉择后的所作所为就是我们的决定
What we do with those choices is our decision
并且只能由自己决定
And our decision alone.
让我看看我明白了吗
So let me see if I've got this right.
上帝给了我们自由的意志 所以我们可以为所欲为
God gives us free will,so we can do as we choose,
他希望我们依照他的法则生活
Yet he expects us to live by his laws.
如果我们违背了他 就应当在死前忏悔以获得他的宽恕
If we fail him,all we have to do is repent before we die
这样说对吗?
And all is forgiven,is that correct?
忏悔必须是那些真心面对上帝的人 所做的真诚行为
Contrition must be a sincere act Made by someone whose heart is open to god.
你不能仅仅为自己犯下的杀戮道歉 以此期待宽恕
You can't just say you're sorry For the murders you've committed And expect to be forgiven.
你必须真诚以对
You have to mean it,
发自真心 发自灵魂
From your heart and from your soul.
你必须知道在上帝的眼中
You have to remember that in god's eyes,
你所犯的罪孽深重
You have committed the most grievous of sins.
拜托了 神父
Oh,please,father.
上帝想杀的人比我多多了
God has a much bigger hit list than me.
这世界上有很多人因为上帝或
More people have died in the name of god
其他原因而死去
Than for any other reason on earth.
你上这来跟我说你杀了人
You come in here,tell me that you killed people,
而且还会继续杀人
And that you're going to kill again
还期待着让我坐下来
And expect me to sit down
冷静地跟你聊天
And have a philosophical conversation with you?
神父 我说过了 我想让你跟我解释
I told you,father,I want you to explain to me
为什么人不能控制自己内心的阴暗面
Why men can't control the darkness in their hearts.
可以的...只要他们想
They can,if they choose to.
今晚你将犯下的罪行...不要做
This thing that you're going to do tonight,don't.
选择不做
Choose not to.
没那么简单
It's not that simple.
那你为什么要来这呢?
Then why are you here?
肯定是有原因的
There must be a reason.
你希望我来阻止你吗?
Do you expect me to stop you?
我希望你试试
I expect you to try.
你是怎么变成这样的?
How does someone become like you?
你真的想知道吗?
You really want to know?
若你肯听我劝解 我就洗耳恭听
I'm willing to listen if you'll do the same.
很公平
Fair enough.
说吧
Go on.
我相信你会想听到我说
I'm sure you're expecting me to tell you
我来自一个支离破碎的家庭
That I came from a broken home,
有一个惨淡的童年
That I had a crappy childhood,
很小就开始给警察找麻烦
How I was in and out of trouble with the police From a very early age.
如果你想告诉我这些
If you want to tell me about it.
我没有
I don't.
可总有那么一瞬间...
But there must have been a moment.
总有那么一个...
There must have been a decisive moment
决定性的时刻 你意识到自己变了
When you realized that you were different.
我跟一群人一起工作 还算轻松
I was working with a crew,nothing heavy,
他们主要是偷偷卡车
Just boosting trucks,mainly.
也会接一些棘手的活儿
Some strongarm stuff,debt collecting.
谁给钱给晚了 就给他点颜色看看之类的
Smacked a guy around a little if he was late with a payment,That sort of thing.
接下来呢?
What changed?
我老板叫我去处理一些事情
The man I worked for asked me to take care of something.
所谓的事情是指...
And by "something," he meant...
正如你所想
He meant what you think he meant.
你真觉得他为联盟调查局工作?
So you really think he's working with the feds?
我不知道
I don't know.
我是说 如果他是怎么办?
I mean,well,what if he is?
如果他真的是怎么办?比如接下来呢?
I mean,if he really is,like what then?
你干嘛一直问?
Why do you keep asking questions
你知道答案的
You know the answers to?
我只是想把事情理清
I'm just thinking this thing through,you know,
因为...你懂的...如果他真的是
Because,you know,if he really is,
会很麻烦的
It could get nasty.
我以为你以前干过这种事呢
I thought you said you've done this before.
当然干过
I have done this before.
好多次
A lot of times.
兄弟 你知道我啥意思 我就是说说罢了
Ain't nothing to me,man,I'm just saying,you know,
我就是想一下
Just thinking.
你他妈的看着我干什么?
The fuck you looking at me for?
他们来了
There they are.
我们走
Let's go.
这什么意思?
What the--
你他妈知道我是谁吗?
You know who the fuck I am?
知道
Yeah.
你这辈子没几口气好喘了
A man who's just a few breaths away from the end of his life.
你最好想想清楚
You better think this through.
我可不是街边的小喽啰
I am not some fucking soldier you pull off the street.
你能不能给我解释一下你身上 怎么会有窃听器?
You wanna explain why you were wearing a wire?
解释个屁
I don't have to tell you shit.
你就是只老鼠 听到吗? 老鼠!
You're a fucking rat,man,a fucking rat.
你知道老鼠过街有什么下场吗?
You know what happens to rats,huh?
问你呢
Answer the question.
操你妹
Fuck you.
你敢动我一根汗毛试试 让你吃不了兜着走
Something happens to me,there will be retribution.
我的人不会放过你的
My people will hunt you down and--
就是你的人派我们来的
Your people sent us !
联邦调查局的人 知道Jimmy Reglazzi些什么?
How much the feds know about jimmy reglesi?
Reglazzi派你们来的?
Reglesi sent you?
他就只能找你们这种 下三滥的瘾君子?
He couldn't do better than a stupid mick And a strung-out junkie?
说话干净点儿
Hey,hey,hey,watch your fucking mouth.
操!
Watch it.
看他这德行 磕多了吧?
Look at him,he's jonesing.
给我闭嘴!
Hey,I said shut the fuck up.
磕点儿药就以为自己很了不起了?
All that crap in your veins make you feel brave,tough guy?
你这坨狗屎再多嘴 我射你一头一脸!
I will shoot you in the fucking face,you piece of shit !
听着
Whoa.
我们必须要问出个所以然来
We want answers,you understand that?
我问出来之前你不许乱来
You don't do a fucking thing until I get those answers,
听懂了没?
You understand me?
懂了没?
Do you understand me?
好吧
All right.Okay.
- 好的 - 行 在那之前 冷静点儿
Fine.Come on,just settle down.
跟你朋友说 让他识相...
You should tell your friend that maybe he better--
Oh !
识时务者为俊杰
I was hoping you'd be smart enough
回答问题
Just to answer my questions,
但显然你就是个死猪头
But clearly,you are too fucking stupid.
操你妈!!!
Fuck you !
操我妈?
Fuck me?
操你妈!!!
Fuck you ! Oh !
谁给你装的窃听器?
Why were you wearing a wire?
谁给你装的?!
Why were you wearing a fucking wire?
有一次我运大量海洛因时 被抓了现形
They busted me moving a serious amount of coke.
谁?
Who?
谁?
Who?
联邦调查局
The fbi.
如果我不合作 就要坐20年牢
It was either this or 20 years.
我不能坐20年
I can't do 20 years.
我问了Reglazzi一些生意上的事
I asked reglesi a few questions,Business stuff.
然后他就开始怀疑我了
That's when he got suspicious.
但其实我在耍他们
But...I was playing them.
我根本没提到可以定罪的事情
I made sure.I didn't ask him anything incriminating.
好吧
Yeah well,you know what?
你一死 那些磁带就屁都没用了
With you gone,those tapes don't mean jack shit.
你一死 你好我好大家好
Without you,you could be talking to anybody.
跟你说了
I'm telling you...
他们没证据的
They got nothing.
真的 哥们
Come on,fellas...
你们要相信我
Maybe we can come to an understanding.
他说的是真的
He's telling the truth.
交给你了
He's all yours.
开枪吧
Pull that trigger,you're a dead man.
干掉我 你就别想好过
You don't take out a made man and live.
- 操你妈!
Fuck you !
- 闭嘴!
Shut up !
操 你 妈!
Fuck you !
你个废物!
You're a fucking loser !
开枪啊!
Do it !
开啊!
Go ahead !
有种你开枪啊!
Go ahead !
操 搞毛啊?
What the fuck,man?
我都要开枪了
I was about to fucking do it !
大家都这么说
Yeah,like all the others.
你这什么意思?
The fuck are you supposed to mean by that?
没什么
Nothing.
你最好别是我想的那个意思
You better not be saying what I think you're saying.
我可不是你想惹就惹的
I'm not the kind of guy you wanna fuck with.
可以走了吗?
Can we go now?
你为什么杀了你的搭档?
Why would you kill your partner?
他就是个废物
He was a junkie.
我意识到如果我要以此谋生
I realized if I was gonna do this for a living
而且要干出名堂来
And I was gonna be any good at it,
就不能留活口
I couldn't leave any witnesses.
你杀了两个人就毫无感觉吗?
And you felt nothing after killing two people?
问题就在于此 我毫无感觉
That's the whole point,I felt nothing at all.
既没有欢欣愉悦 也没有丝毫内疚
I didn't feel good,I didn't feel bad.
神父 我不是变态杀人狂
I'm not a serial killer,father.
我不是为了快感而杀人
I don't do this because I enjoy it.
工作而已 他们让我干什么我就干什么
It's a job,I do what needs to be done.
任何人都不能决定他人的生死
Taking life is not a decision for man.
只有上帝能够决定?
Oh,so god's the only one who gets to make that call?
- 是的
Yes.
- 那么只要他愿意 他随时能阻止我
Well,he's free to stop me anytime he wants.
你来这儿说不定就是神的旨意
Perhaps that's why you're here.
神父 我觉得我来这儿跟他毫无关系
I don't think god has anything to do with why I'm here,father.
那你为什么来呢?
What does it have to do with?
跟你说了...
I told you.
我想要了解罪恶
I want to understand evil.
了解罪恶就是了解你自己
And by understanding that,you'd understand yourself.
神父 这世上比我罪恶的人多的是
There's far worse evils in the world than me,father.
比如呢?
Like what?
我觉得你不会了解
I don't think you'd understand.
那你帮我了解
Then help me to understand.
我今晚干活的时候 你来看看就知道了
In order to do that,I think you'd have to watch me do What I'm going to do tonight.
不行 我绝不会参与其中
No,I'll be no part of that.
走着瞧吧
We'll see.
你凭什么认定我会看着你去杀人?
What on earth makes you think That I would watch you kill someone?
我能逼你去看
I could make you watch.
你拿什么来威胁我呢?
Why would you subject me to that?
你见过死人吗 神父?当然见过!
Have you ever seen anyone die,father? Well yes,of course.
我给死人执行过几次洗礼
I've administered the last rites several times
还给予他们的家人慰藉
And I've sat with the family members to give them comfort.
你想过有些人比其他人更该死吗?
Have you ever thought that some of those people Deserved to die more than others?
没有
No.
你从没想过有些人本就该死吗?当然没有
You've never thought someone deserved to die? No.
神父 如果你再骗我
Lie to me again,father,
我就离开这间告解室
And I will walk out of this confessional
我会杀掉教堂里的所有人
And I will kill everyone in your church,
这次无论你说什么 都将无济于事
And there will be nothing that you can say To stop me this time.
你强迫我同意你的意见
What is the point in forcing me
有什么意义呢?
To agree with your views?
我是强迫你诚实!
I'm forcing you to be honest.
我是想让你说出真心话 神父
I want you to dig deep down in your heart,father,
起码要问心无愧
And be honest with yourself.
你有想过有些人就该去死吗?
Have you ever thought someone deserved to die?
神父 我最后问你一次...
Father,I'm gonna ask you one last time.
你有没有想过有些人该死吗?
Have you ever thought someone deserved to die?
快回答!
Say it !
有想过
Yes.
上帝请原谅我吧
God forgive me.
有些人的确该去见上帝
There have been people that I felt deserved to die.
意思是你见过一些作恶多端的人 你希望他们去死 没错吧
There have even been people that you wished would die Because you saw them harm others,isn't that right?
是的
Yes.
这不是邪恶 神父
That's not evil,father.
这是人之常情
That's being human.
你究竟想说明什么?
What is your point?
我想说的是人心总有阴暗面
My point is that there is darkness in all of us.
但是思想并不是行为
A thought is not a deed.
我并没有去执行它
I am not the cause of their deaths.
我还可以说思想就是愿望
I could also say that a thought is a wish,
而愿望就是祷告
And a wish is a prayer.
也就是说 你在祈祷上帝夺取他人的生命
By that accord,you called upon god to take another life.
- 不是这样的 - 不是吗?
No.No?
你的意思是上帝听不到我们的想法
Are you saying that god doesn't hear all our thoughts,
愿望 还有祷告吗?
Our wishes,our prayers?
他当然能听到
Oh,yes,he does.
那我亲手去解决人命 和你请求上帝去解决 又有什么区别呢
So what's the difference between me pulling a trigger To take a life and you asking god to do it for you?
思想不一定就是祷告
A thought is not always a prayer,
而且祷告也不是总能实现
And a prayer is not always answered,
但我真不明白我们谈话的意义
But I really don't understand
我们谈话的意义在于我们都同意
The purpose of this conversation. The purpose of this conversation is that you and I both agree
有些人该死
That certain people deserve to die.
我从没说过这句话
I have never said that.
你说了 你刚就这样想的
No,you just thought it.
这对你很重要吗?
Why is that important to you?
因为我想要你理解我
Because I want you to understand me,
为了达到这个目的
And in order to do that,
我们必须有相应的共识
We need to start from a point of mutual agreement.
你又怎能认定
What makes you imagine
我会理解像你这样的人呢
That I could ever understand someone like you?
我的确是个人
Yes,I am a man and as such,
我也会在人生中做出一些判断
I have made certain judgments in my life,
我也会有违背上帝教诲的行为思想
And I have had thoughts that are against god's teaching,
但我从未有意去伤害一个人
But I have never intentionally Caused harm to another.
你在说谎
Well,that's just simply not true.
你怎么知道?
How would you know?
你需要做一个圣人
You'd have to be a saint.
你当然会这样说
Are you a saint?
你真的以为我会相信
Do you honestly expect me to believe
在你的一生当中
That over the course of your entire life,
从未做过伤害人的事吗?
You have never harmed another human being?
我们在这不是谈论我的
We're not here to talk about me.
在这我想谈什么就谈什么
We're here to talk about whatever I want to talk about.
告诉我今晚你要杀的人 为什么必须得死?
Tell me why this person You're going to kill tonight must die.
因为他该死
Because he deserves to die.
有人会付你钱吗?
You're being paid for it?
我会得到某种奖励
I'm getting a kind of reward.
但你可以选择不去做
But you could choose not to do it.
我的确可以不去做
Yes,I suppose so.
那为什么还要去做?
Then why?
如果你像我一样了解那个人 神父
If you knew this man,father,like I do...
那些他造成的痛苦和磨难
The pain and suffering he caused.
你是想要我为你祈福吗?
You think I'd give you my blessing?
不是
No.
- 你肯定希望他来世由上帝审判 - 这是当然
I'm sure you think I should let him be judged by god In the afterlife.Of course.
可是如果没有来世呢?
What if there is no afterlife?
如果你坚信的全是错的呢?
What if everything that you believe in is wrong?
那么这个人所做的一切 都将得不到惩罚
Then this man gets away with everything that he's done Without ever being punished.
那也不能由你来决定...一个人的生死
It is not for you to decide who lives or dies.
神父啊
No,father.
这就是你的可贵之处啊!
That's where you're so very wrong.
你喜欢这样 是吧?
You like this,don't you?
- 什么? - 操纵他人生死
What? The power.
我说了 神父 这无关于...
I told you,father,this has nothing--
你只是在给我灌输你的想法
You told me what you wanted me to believe.
我不在乎你想什么
I don't care what you believe.
你当然在乎 不然你在这干什么?
Of course you do-- why else would you be here?
又是威胁 又是控制
The threats,the control,
强迫我听你的故事
Making me listen to your stories.
那不是故事 我相信
Oh,I have no doubt that you've done all the things
你说的事你真的做过
You say you have,
但至于你是否享受其中...
Whether or not you enjoyed it.
告诉你我透过那杆枪和 那强硬的外表看到了什么吧
I tell you what I see when I look behind that gun And that tough exterior.
我看到一个小男孩 发现了父亲的枪 某天 他把枪带到了学校
I see a little boy who found his daddy's gun And brought it to class one day.
他认识到使人恐惧 也可以获得大家的关注
Someone who realized that making people afraid Was a form of attention.
拿着枪让你觉得很有权力 是吗?
That gun makes you feel powerful,doesn't it?
可以强迫别人看到你
Forces people to see you.
告诉我 你是家里的独子吗?
Tell me,were you an only child?
你曾被无视 忽略过吗?
Were you ignored and neglected?
成长过程中是否一直想找到归属感?
Did you grow up always wanting to belong
但却无法融入任何地方?
But never quite fitting in anywhere?
第一次开枪时 你一定激动极了
You must have been thrilled The first time you pulled that trigger,
那一刻 你反击了 你遭受到的所有无情的对待
How in that moment you struck back at all the unkind deeds That were perpetrated against you.
但这已经不够了 对吗?
It is no longer enough,is it?
你还需要与人分享
You need to share it.
你需要有人看到你的能力
You need someone to see your power.
你并不想让我阻止你今晚要做的事
You don't want me to try to stop you doing What you're going to do tonight.
你没法停下来
You can't stop.
也不会停下来
Won't stop.
因为你觉得如果不做了
Because you think if you do,
你就又会变得无足轻重
Then you'll be nothing again.
你觉得你了解我吗?
You think you know me.
我说错了吗?
Am I wrong?
我们都想拥有权力...
We all want power,father.
- 我说错了吗? - 你也想
Am I wrong? Even you.
不 我不想要
No,I don't.
你现在是在给我灌输你的想法
Now you're telling me what you want me to believe.
我是在实话实说
I'm telling you the truth.
不是只有你会解读他人 神父
You're not the only one who sees things,father.
我也会
I see things,too,
像你说起上帝时眼中的空虚
Like the emptiness in your eyes when you speak of god.
你的信仰呢?
What happened to your faith?
还是 你从未有过信仰?
Or did you ever even have it?
这是你想要的人生吗
Is this the life you planned?
在一个三流教区做二流牧师?
A second-rate priest in a third-rate parish?
我相信教徒都认为你很强大
Oh,I'm sure the people of your congregation See you as a man of strength,
但我看到了一个人维护着 自己已不相信的信仰的软弱
But I see the weakness of a man trying to justify a life Devoted to a cause he no longer believes in.
但我知道你为何留下来
But I know why you stay.
因为罗马领
The collar.
这衣领给了你权力 (罗马领是神父身份的象征)
That collar gives you power.
没有它 你只不过是个无名小卒
Without it,you're just another man without a voice,
一个认为薄荷口气和古龙香水
A lonely man who thinks that breath mints and cologne
可以掩盖廉价烟酒气味的孤独男人
Will mask the scent of cheap scotch and cigarettes,
为什么不告诉我 神父
So why don't you tell me,father,
用你自己的话说 为什么留下
In your own words,why you stay?
怎样的罪过使你走上了讲道坛
Which sins did you commit that drove you to the pulpit
迫使你屈身于已不信仰的教堂里?
And forced you to kneel before a house You no longer believe in?
是 我是有疑虑
Yes,I do have doubts.
而且...傲慢是我的罪过
And pride is a sin that I possess,
你是对的
And you're right.
所有人都需要...关注...和倾听
Everyone needs to be seen and heard,
但我想要通过关爱得到这些
But I try and go about it through love.
而你是通过憎恨
Whereas all you can offer is hatred.
这不是憎恨
It's not hatred.
你杀害无辜的人
You murder innocent people.
我杀的人没有无辜的 神父
None of the people I killed were innocent,father.
谋杀...就是谋杀
Murder is murder.
有时谋杀也是正义
Sometimes murder is justice.
告诉我...
Tell me.
你做过仁慈的事吗?
Have you ever done a charitable thing In your life?
可曾有过"怜悯之心超越伤害之欲"之时
Tell me when your compassion Ever outweighed your need to harm.
我童年中从未有过怜悯 神父
Compassion wasn't really part of my childhood,father.
那这就不是你的错了?
So it's not your fault.
只是你想说的吗?
Is that what you're trying to say?
不 我想说有些事不是我们能控制的
No,I'm saying that certain things are out of our control.
有时我们会做出难以想像的事情
Sometimes we do things we thought we never could.
( knocking )
Timmy. Timmy?
要是你还没上床...
If you are not in bed--
坐到桌子后面去 马上
Sit behind your desk,now.
马上!
Now !
你想干什么?
What do you want?
我想你已经知道了
I think you already know.
不
No.
我不知道
No,I don't.
爸爸?
( timmy ) daddy?
Timmy
Timmy...
我要你回到房间去
I want you to go to your room.
Timmy 回房间去
Timmy,go to your room.
回房间去 Timmy 马上!
Go to your room,timmy,now !
你要做什么?
What are you gonna do?
这要看你表现了
That depends on you.
你爱你儿子 是吧?
You love your son,don't you?
当然
Of course I do.
你愿为他做任何事?
You'd do anything for him.
愿意
Yes.
为他丢掉性命呢?
Would you die for him?
愿意
Yes.
即便如此 如果我杀了你
You know,if I kill you,
不能留任何证人
I can't have any witnesses.
拜托
Please.
我老婆和家人 跟这事没有任何瓜葛
My wife and family have nothing to do with this.
你爱他们 证明给我看
Prove to me you love them.
什么?
What?
你愿为他们丢掉性命 证明给我看 你懂的 这么干
Show me that you would die for them And I'll let them live.
我怎么知道你会信守诺言?
How do I know you'll keep your word?
你不会知道
You don't.
你不得不信任我
You have to trust me.
但我能保证如果你不听话 结果只有一个
But I can promise you that the alternative Is an absolute certainty.
( sobbing )
Ah !
我来之前 你已经走了
You were gone before I got here.
我要你上楼去收拾行装 带上家人 走得越远越好
I want you to go upstairs and pack, Take you and your family as far away as you can.
永远别回来
You never come back here again.
懂吗?
You understand me?
你懂我的意思吗?
Do you understand me?
懂
Yes.
你放他一条生路
You let him live.
我跟你说过
I told you.
有时我们会做出难以想像的事情
Sometimes we do things we never thought we could.
那你要那么玩他干嘛?
Why did you put him through all that?
干嘛不直接放他走?
Why not just let him live?
我得知道他的确愿意为家庭牺牲
Because I needed to know he was willing to die.To protect his family.
为什么这对你那么重要?
Why is that important to you?
我不知道
I don't know.
你当然知道
Of course you do.
你一反常规
You broke your own rule.
放走一个目击者 他可能会指认你
You allowed a witness to live who could've identified you.
这么做一定有原因
There has to be a good reason for that.
你本打算杀了他
You were all set to kill him.
是因为那个男孩 对吧
It was the boy,wasn't it?
你不想夺走他的父亲
You didn't want to take his father away from him.
你父亲不在了吧?
Did you lose your father?
我父亲是个混蛋
My father was a son of a bitch.
- 他伤害了你? - 是的
He hurt you? Yes.
他离你而去?
He left you?
是的
Yes.
你不想那男孩跟你一样 遭受失去父亲的痛苦
And you didn't want that boy to suffer The same sense of loss that you did?
早跟你讲了
I already told you.
确保他们该死 我才会下杀手
I have to feel they deserve to die in order to kill.
我的雇主要他死 是因为个人原因
My employer wanted him dead for personal reasons.
就我所知 原因有很多种
As far as I'm concerned,that could mean anything.
我的雇主想要某人去死 并不需要太多理由
It doesn't take a lot for some of the people I work for To want someone dead.
他们把他说成十恶不赦
They painted him out to be a monster.
我见到他时 发现他只是个普通人
When I met him,he was just a normal man,
一个普通人 并且愿为家人去死
A normal man who was willing to die to protect his family.
无缘无故就把他和家人分开 不公平
It didn't seem fair to take that away from him for nothing.
那么 你也有同情心
So you are capable of compassion.
你要想改变我 就别费心了
If you're trying to reach me,don't bother.
我放走他 因为他值得
I let him live because I thought he deserved to.
就跟杀死他一样简单
It could have just as easily gone the other way.
但你并没杀他
But it didn't.
你选择了前者
You chose to let him go,
今晚你会面对同样的选择
And you'll be faced with the same choice tonight.
这个人不一样
Different man.
情形也不同
Different circumstances.
如果你视改变的可能而不见
If you're not open to the possibility of change,
那我们的谈话就毫无意义了
Then I really don't see the purpose of our talking.
你真以为几句话就能改变我?
Do you really think a few words in here are going to change me?
我变成这样是用了一生的时间
It's taken me a lifetime to become what I am.
你到这儿来了
The very fact that you're here
就说明你不喜欢现在的你
Proves that you don't like what you've become.
你不是说一旦停下 我将一无是处吗?
Isn't it you who said if I stopped,I'd be nothing?
我说的是...你认为一旦停下来 你将一无是处
No,I said you think if you stop,you'll be nothing.
这差别可不小
There's a considerable difference.
做好人要比做恶人 需要更大的努力
It takes a great deal more strength to be good than evil.
为什么?
Why?
因为我们本性邪恶
Because evil is in our nature.Ah.
我们总算意见一致了
Now we finally agree on something.
我们称自己为人类
We call ourselves humans,
其实我们只是会说话的禽兽
But the truth is we're animals that speak.
我们做好人的唯一理由是 害怕会恶有恶报
The only reason we're good is because We fear the consequences of being bad.
如果不顾后果 这个世界将混乱不堪
Remove the consequences and this world spirals into chaos.
我说的是 我们本性邪恶 这叫做原罪
I said evil is in our nature.It's called original sin.
我们本性也有善良 但是得努力争取才会拥有
Good is also in our nature,but we have to strive for it.
你今晚要做的
Now what you are preparing to do tonight
毫无疑问是一次抉择
Is unquestionably a choice.
我不这么认为
Not for me it is.
( bell tolling )
为什么给我讲这个故事?
Why did you tell me that story?
突然想到的
Just came to mind.
不 我不这么看
No,I don't think so.
我知道你可以给我讲其他故事
I'm sure there are many other stories
同样会让我很震惊
That you could have told me that would have shocked me,
但你选择讲述你人生中一次
But you chose to tell me of the time in your life
显现出仁慈一面的故事
When you showed kindness.
我想你不愿意继续下去
I suspect you don't want to do this anymore.
你只是在找停手的原因
I think you're looking for a reason to stop.
你觉得你看透我了?
You think you've got me figured out?
你对我一无所知
You don't know the slightest thing about me,
以及我的所作所为
The things I've done.
记不记得一个叫Sheldon Hoffman的人?
Do you remember a man named sheldon hoffman?
当然记得
Yes,of course.
从投资人那里偷走数十亿的财产
Stole billions of dollars from his investors.
你觉得这样的人该活在世上?
Do you think a man like that deserves to live?
如果我没记错 他有想过补救
If I remember correctly,he tried to put things right.
你真这么想?
Is that what you think?
在毁掉那么多人的生活后
After ruining all those people's lives,
突然有一天良心发现改过自新?
He just suddenly turned around and had a bout of conscience?
我并不知晓他的内心想法
I'm not privy to what was in his heart.
是啊
Right.
你怎么进来的?
How the hell did you get in here?
这他妈什么状况?
What the fuck is going on?
Hoffman先生 我不想惹麻烦
Mr.Hoffman,I don't want any trouble,please.
我代表您的一个投资伙伴
I represent a man who's invested money with you.
这样的伙伴多了去了
A lot of people invested money with me.
他投入的钱是个大数目
He invested a great deal.
所以呢?
So?
他想撤资
He wants it back.
好啊 我马上给您写支票 可以吗?
Sure,I'll just write you a check,shall I?
我希望您能认真对待
I wish you would take this seriously.
我的雇主对此事很认真
My employer takes this very seriously.
去你妈的
Fuck you.
你觉得我不知道谁派你来的?
You don't think I know who sent you?
滚回去告诉你的老板
Why don't you run back to your employer
放在我这里的钱 一个子儿也别想拿走
And tell him that hell will freeze over Before he sees a dime.
你最好不要这样
This isn't how you want to handle this.
我就要这么做
Oh,it's exactly how I want to handle this.
那你犯了个大错
Then you're making a mistake.
你丫算哪颗葱?
Who the hell do you think you are?
你知道老子是谁吗?
Do you have any idea who the fuck I am?
是 我知道
Yes,I do.
我还知道如果你不听我的 接下来会发生什么事情
I also know exactly what's gonna happen If you don't do what I ask.
我给你一个机会
I'm giving you a chance,
我保证 如果你现在不抓住的话
A chance that I promise if you do not take right now,
你肯定会后悔
You will regret.
你觉得我会让你大摇大摆走进来 就这么威胁我?
You really think you're gonna walk in here and threaten me?
Hoffman先生 威胁这个词不好
Mr.Hoffman,"threat" is an ugly word.
我更愿意把它当作是我给你的一次机会
I prefer to think of this as me giving you an opportunity,
很不幸的是我已经知道 这个机会 你这个猪脑子不会珍惜
An opportunity,unfortunately, I can already see you're too fucking stupid to take.
现在换我给你个机会
Well,I'm gonna give you an opportunity.
在我打断你的腿之前 离开这里的机会
An opportunity to walk out of here Before I have your legs broken.
我想我最好警告你
I think it's only fair that I warn you.
我的雇主知道你海外账户的事
My employer knows about your offshore accounts.
他已经采取行动来冻结你的资产了
He's already making moves to freeze your assets.
放屁!
Bullshit.
自己查查吧
Check for yourself.
滚出去!
Get the hell out.
告诉你那个混蛋老板
And tell that piece of shit you work for
要敢再派人来
The next time he sends someone around here,
我就把他从窗子扔出去
I'll throw 'em through the fucking window.
Oh.
谢谢你们抽时间见我 先生们
Thank you,gentlemen,for your time,
我会把消息传达给他
And I will relay the message.
对 你最好这么做
Yeah,you do that.
出去看看他妈到底是什么状况!
Get outside and find out what the fuck is going on !
是 先生
Yes,sir.
别动!
Don't you fucking move !
戴上
Put these on.
别
Please.
咱商量商量吧
We can work this out.
闭嘴
Shut up.
你的客户列表
Client list.
什么?
What?
调出你的客户列表
I want your client list,bring it up !
快点
Do it now.
Sarah Harrison 15万美元
Sarah aaronson,$150,000.
什么?
What?
Sarah Harrison 15万美元
Sarah aaronson,$150,000.
把钱都还回去
You're giving the money back.
还记得我之前说的话吗?
You remember that moment I told you about earlier?
那个机会 现在后悔没接受了吧
The opportunity that you can look back on And wish you'd taken?
已经晚了
This is it.
Sarah Harrison 15万美元
Sarah aaronson,$150,000.
给她汇回去
Wire it back to her.
200万美元
Barry Anderson
200万美元
Barry anderson,$2 million.
听着 咱们肯定有商量余地吧
Look,I'm sure we can work something out.
我把你老板的钱还回去
Let me pay your boss' money back
然后再另外给你点 拜托了 200万美元!
And give you something on the sly,please.Barry anderson,$2 million !
200万美元!
Barry Anderson!
我只能靠这些钱
This money is all I have
和政府讨价还价了 拜托!
To bargain with the government,please !
James Atkins
James atkins.
拜托!
Come on !
James Atkins
James atkins.
17.3万美元
$173,000.
Steven Galway 12.8万美元
Stephen galway,$128,000.
Stephen Geller 7.3万美元
Steven geller,$73,000.
拜托 我的钱都给你弄走了
Please,you're taking all of my money !
那从来都不是你的钱
It was never your money.
对吧
All right?
Michelle Sinclair 52.3万美元
Michelle st.Claire,$523,000.
Jacob Kaplan 690万美元
Jacob kaplan,6.9 million.
Alexander Newman James Cheevy Scott Stephen Edward Thompson... Alexander newman.
James sheevy.
Scott steven.
Edward thompson.
Robert Trumbell 1220万美元
Robert trumbell,1.2 million.
180万
1.8 million.
750万
7.5 million.
98.7万
987,000.
800万
8 million.
在这种情况下很难不情绪化 我要告诉你...
You know,I try to stay unemotional In experiences like this,but I have to tell you...
我真的不喜欢你
I really don't like you.
咱们来看看你的海外账户吧
Why don't we go to your offshore accounts?
开曼群岛银行账户
Cayman island bank account,
第三组保险柜 第106号
Charter three,number 1-0-6.
Simon Whitaker 460万美元
Simon whittaker,4.6 million.
Lon Yeager 1000万美元.
Lon yeager,10 million.
Paul Zaphian 7.6万美元
Paul zakian,$76,000.
Ray Zeitgun 1.8万美元
Ray zietdun,$18,000.
钱不够了
There's not enough money.
把剩下的都汇过去
Send what's left.
( breathing heavily )
你不杀我?
You're not gonna kill me?
你已经死了
I just did.
( gunshot )
( elevator dinging )
你放过了两个人
That's two people you let live.
又怎样 两次你都选择不下杀手
So each time you made a choice.
噢 那不是选择
Hoffman wasn't a choice.
你知道他会自杀?
You knew he'd kill himself?
- 是的
Yes.
- 怎么知道的?
How?
他脸上的表情
The look on his face.
我以前见过
I've seen that before.
知道我怎么想吗?
You know what I think?
我觉得你今晚来这里 是想放下屠刀
I think you came here because you don't want To kill again tonight.
噢 不 神父 我不想
No,no,father,I do.
我真的 真的不想
I really,really do.
你最近有去观察身边的世界吗?
Have you taken a look at the world around you lately?
整个一垃圾堆
It's a cesspool.
卑鄙的小人过着他们肮脏的生活
Dirty little people living their dirty little lives.
毒贩子 强奸犯 猥亵儿童者
Drug dealers,rapists,child molesters.
我们见怪不怪 总是想明哲保身
We've become so accustomed to it That we accept it as a normal part of life As long as it doesn't touch us.
只有身处这样的社会 我们才会觉得人渣不该死
Only in a world this screwed up Can we think that people like that deserve to live,
人们把自己的生活 建立在他人的痛苦之上
People that have built a life on the pain And suffering of others.
他们明知自己行为的后果
They're aware of the consequences of their actions,
却无动于衷
But they just don't care.
他们有过怜悯之心吗?
Do they ever show compassion?
没有
No.
这样仍旧不对
It's still wrong.
惩奸除恶怎么就错了 神父?
How could ridding the world of people who harm others Be wrong,father?
算了吧 你压根不明白我的话
You know what,forget it.
也知道你这样做不对
You don't understand a single thing I'm trying to tell you.
我不需要去理解
I don't need to understand it to know that it is wrong.
你的所作所为是不对的
What you do is wrong.
你以为我想过这样的生活?
You think this is the life I want?
你觉得我不想做个 有血有肉的普通人?
Do you think if I could feel like a normal human being, I wouldn't want that?
生活他妈的不鸟我
Life doesn't give a shit about what we want.
我们之中有些人 在很小的时候 就被剥夺了过普通生活的机会
For some of us,the chance at a normal life Was ripped away from us when we were very,very young.
上帝哪 你遇到了什么事?
My god,what happened to you?
你不会明白的
You wouldn't understand.
这可不一定
You don't know that.
神父 你不会明白真正苦难和煎熬
Father,you wouldn't understand what it is like to suffer, To truly suffer,
去制造痛苦 却能无动于衷
And to cause suffering and not care.
说不定我能理解
You don't know that,either.
真的?
Really?
你做过的最坏的事是什么 神父?
What's the worst thing you've ever done,father?
从奉献盘里偷点小钱?
Steal a little money from the collection plate?
工作空隙偷喝祭祀酒?
Sneak sips of sacrificial wine between services?
对教众有过非分之想?
Did you have impure thoughts About members of your congregation?
我也有罪过
I have sinned.
你最深的罪孽是什么 神父?
What's your darkest sin,father?
只有上帝和我知道
That is between me and god.
若能证明你理解我的痛苦 我今晚就不开杀戒
Prove to me you understand my pain and I won't kill tonight.
我对偷鸡摸狗的小事可不感兴趣 神父
And I'm not talking about petty little sins,father.
你要向我证明 你真的明白伤人至深的感受
I want you to prove to me that you understand what it is like To truly harm another human being,
杀人不眨眼的境界
To do something horrible and not care.
有的 对吧?
There is something,isn't there?
是你成为牧师的原因?
Is that why you became a priest?
我当牧师是为了分享上帝的爱
I became a priest to share god's love.
在你成为牧师之前呢?
What about before you were a priest?
我以前不是这样的人
I wasn't always who I am.
我的生活也曾充满愤怒
There was a time in my life when I was filled with rage,
但是 我改变了
But I changed.
是什么改变了你?
What changed you?
我不能...
I can't.
- 是你不想吧 - 好吧 我不想说
You mean you won't.All right,I won't !
即使你手握他人的生死也不想说?
Even if you hold a man's life in your hands?
不 不...不 生死权在你手里
No,no,no,life is in your hands.
不在我手里了 神父
Not anymore,father.
你现在的决定...
What you decide right now determines whether or not
就能决定他的生死
He will live or die.
为什么要这么对我?
Why are you doing this to me?
我要你明白 我们都是伪君子
Because I want you to understand that we are all hypocrites.
你鼓吹的怜悯之心 如今又在哪里?
You preach compassion,where is it now?
你有机会拯救一个人的生命
You have the opportunity to save a man's life,
但是你不肯
But you won't,
因为你的自尊高过你的慈爱
Because your pride is greater than your love.
不 等等
No,wait !
说吧
Go on.
我结过婚
I was married once
我酗酒
And I drank too much
对妻儿做过不堪入目的事
And I did horrible things to my wife and child.
哪类事?
What kind of things?
哪类事!!
What kind of things?
我殴打他们
I beat them.
噢 上帝宽恕我吧
Oh god,forgive me.
我总是满腔怒火
I was filled with anger.
非常非常非常的暴躁
So,so,so,so,so much anger.
总是说服自己 是他们自找的
And I convinced myself that they deserved it.
每多喝一口酒 就认为他们更可恶
With every drink I took,they deserved it more.
我...内心很空虚
I was empty inside
唯一能让我感觉良好的
And the only way that I felt better
就是...让他人痛苦
Was by making others suffer more.
我心里容不下他人
I thought of no one but myself,
妻子去世后
And when my wife died...
我抛弃了儿子
I left my son.
有一天我出门后 就再也没回去
I just walked out of the house one day and I never went back,
所以...别跟我说
So don't tell me
我不懂
That I don't understand you.
我以前也是你这样
I was you !
虽然我没杀人 但...我曾伤害过别人
I may not have killed,but I have harmed.
我知道当魔头的滋味
I know what it is to be a monster.
我知道什么叫摧残生命
I know what it is to shatter lives.
我知道恐吓一个无辜的 八岁男孩的感受
I know what it is to terrorize an eight-year-old boy Who's never done me any harm.
我...
As I--
看着现在的自己
As I look at myself now,
我想不通当初怎么会那样
I wonder how I could ever have been that man,
那男人...一喝醉就乱扇儿子
The man that slapped his son in the face When he woke me when I was drunkenly napping.
那男人 ...把儿子关进衣橱就因为...
The man who locked him in a closet because...
儿子说怕黑
He said he was afraid of the dark.
那男人 ...
The man who...
那男人 ...
The man who...
你做了什么?
What did you do?
告诉我
Tell me.
- 不
No !
- 告诉我!!
Tell me !
有天晚上我在烧饭 他跑进厨房
He ran into the kitchen one night when I was cooking,
不小心碰到桌子 把酒瓶打碎
Bumped into the table And my bottle of whiskey smashed on the floor.
噢 上帝啊宽恕我吧...
God,forgive me,god.
宽恕我吧...上帝
Forgive me,god.
我抓住...他的手伸进火里
I held his hand over the flame.
用火烧他
I burned him.
留下一大块伤疤
Scarred him.
他当时肯定很疼
Inside and out.
是的 很疼
Yes,I know.
父亲(神父)
Father.
上帝啊 我对不起你
My god.
我对不起你
I'm so sorry,I'm so sorry.
你对不起我?
You're sorry?
我知道再多的解释都只是徒劳
I know there are no words that I can say.
说得对 你不需要解释
You're right,there's nothing you can say.
我和以前不一样了
I was a different man.
你本应该爱护我们
You were supposed to love us.
保护我们
Protect us.
过了这么多年 你不再需要借口
And all you have now after all this time are excuses.
我犯下了...
Yes,I know I made some...
严重的错误
Terrible mistakes.
错误?!
Mistakes?
你虐待我
You tortured me.
杀死我母亲
You killed my mother.
不 不是这样的 她是自杀的
No,that's not true-- she committed suicide.
你确信?
You really believe that?
你母亲病得很重
Your mother was an ill woman.
因为你的虐待才生病的!
Made so because of your abuse.
不 她跳楼的 她从阳台跳楼自杀的
She jumped,she jumped from the balcony.
你是不是经常用这个故事开导自己
Have you told yourself your version of the story
直到信以为真?
So many times that you actually believe it?
我知道事实经过
I know what happened.
她跳楼时我在场
I was there when she did it !
我也在
So was I.
因为你懒惰 而且不思进取
It's because you're lazy and you don't care anymore !
Please,please !
别打我了
Don't hurt me !
Stop,stop !
No !
别打我了
Don't hurt me !
过来
Come here.
离我远点 求你了
Stay away from me,please !
过来
Come here.
离我远点!
Stay away from me !
给我回屋里来!
Get back in the fucking house !
别管我!
No,leave me alone !
你没资格命令我
You don't tell me what to do,woman.
你想做什么?
What are you gonna do?
要跳下去吗?
Huh?You gonna jump?
救命啊
Huh?
好啊 跳呀
Well,go on.Do it.
帮我们个忙 跳啊 跳啊 跳啊 快跳啊!
Do the world a favor,jump !Jump,jump,do it !
也许在你可悲的一生中
Yeah,maybe for once in your miserable life,
终于有一次能说到做到 而且做对事
You'll actually follow through with something and do it right.
求你了
Please...
我再也受不了了
I can't take anymore.
Oh ! Oh,my god !
我再也受不了了
I can't take anymore !
我警告你 你最好跳下去
I'm telling you,you better do this,
再让我抓到你 你会后悔没跳下去的
'cause if I get my hands on you,you'll wish you had.
对不起
I'm so sorry.
你这个可怜虫
You're pathetic.
我知道你永远不会有胆...
I knew that you'd never have the nerve--
她跳楼的
She jumped.
她自己跳的 她不是我杀的
She...She jumped,I didn't kill her.
是你害死她的!
Of course you did.
你没亲手推她下去 但已经把她逼得走投无路了
You might not have pushed her,but you might as well have.
你有给她选择的余地吗?
What choice did you leave her?
是永无休止的挨打
Endless beatings from you...
还是死个干脆
Or death.
这就是我上的第一课 人命如草菅
That was my first lesson on how cheaply we value life.
在你抛弃我之后
And after you abandoned me,
我在房间里待了3天
I spent three days in that apartment
直到被大楼管理员发现
Until the building manager found me.
接下来的10年 我出入各种寄养家庭
I spent the next ten years in and out of foster homes.
我以为不会有比你更坏的人
I didn't think anything could be worse than you.
但我错了
I was wrong.
要跟你讲讲我遭遇的虐待吗?
Shall I tell you about the abuses?
No.
讲讲糟老头怎么猥亵我
How the old men laid their hands on me
还有他朋友?
And shared me with their friends.
求你了 不要...
Please don't.
我恨了你一辈子
I evaded you for a lifetime.
我在路上看到你的时候 知道我有多惊讶吗
Imagine my surprise when you passed by me on the street.
刚开始 我不能确定这是你
At first,I wasn't sure that it was you.
我想你怎么会是神父呢
I think it was the collar that threw me.
所以我回来了...
So I came back.
我等啊
And I waited.
等啊
And I waited.
等啊
And I waited.
终于 你出来了
And finally,you came out.
从我身边走过去
You walked right by me.
我一看见你的眼睛...
The second I looked into your eyes,
就知道是你
I knew it was you.
你今晚要杀的人...
This person that you're going to kill tonight...
是我 对吗?
...Is me,isn't it?
你要杀我吗?
You're going to kill me.
你觉得呢?
What do you think?
你说如果我告诉你心底最阴暗的秘密
You told me that if I told you my darkest secret,
今晚就不开杀戒
You wouldn't kill again tonight.
是的
That's right.
你会信守诺言吗?
You going to keep your word?
是的
Yes.
但我没说明天会怎样
But I didn't say anything about tomorrow.
你感到恐惧了吗 父亲?
Can you feel the fear,father?
知道有不幸的事在潜伏
The knowing that something evil is out there,
伺机而动
Lurking,waiting?
不知道何时会遭受打击 但迟早会来
Not knowing when it's going to strike,only that it will.
这就是我在你阴影下的生活状态
That was my life with you.
现在我们角色对调了
Now it's your life with me.
我深知 对你的所作所为...
What I did to you,
再多的言语也是徒劳
No words can put right,I know that.
但我每天都背负着它
But I have lived with it every day of my life.
你是说你备受煎熬?
Are you telling me that you've suffered?
你根本不懂什么叫煎熬
You don't know the meaning of the word.
那你觉得为什么我会成为牧师?
Why do you think I became a priest?
我不关心
I don't care.
你以为光凭内疚和羞愧 就能抹灭过去?
You think your guilt and your shame can make this right?
上帝的慈爱将我从苦痛中解救出来
God's love has freed me from my pain.
真为你高兴啊 父亲
How nice for you,father.
他的慈爱也能帮你
His love could do the same for you.
不
No.
我的苦痛今晚将和你做个了结
My pain ends here,tonight.With you.
我开始了新的生活
I have rebuilt my life.
我和以前不一样了
I'm not the man I used to be.
我改变了 你也可以
I've changed.And so could you.
这个话题已经讨论过了
We've passed that point in the conversation.
为什么...要绕这么个大圈?
Why go through all this?
你坐了一晚上 讲述你的人生遭遇
Sit there all this time and tell me your life story?
为什么不直接杀了我
Why not just kill me?
因为我要你知道
Because I needed you to know.
知道什么?
Know what?
我是谁
Who I am.
是干什么的
What I am.
话说...
Speaking of which...
你需要死前祈祷吗 父亲
Would you like to take a moment,father?
求得心灵上的安宁?
To make peace with god?
你说过不会杀我
You...You said you wouldn't kill me.
抱歉 你怕死吗?
What's wrong?Are you afraid to die?
- 是的 - 为什么?
Yes.Why?
每个人都想活命 我母亲可不想
Everyone wants to live.My mother didn't.
噢 求你了 别说了
Oh,please don't.
她宁愿自杀 也不愿跟你多待一分钟
She preferred to kill herself Rather than spend another moment with you.
你想要我说什么?
What do you want me to say?
你觉得上帝会在那头等你吗?
Do you think god will be waiting for you on the other side?
会的
Yes.
你觉得他会原谅你的罪孽吗?
Do you think he'll forgive you for your sins?
会的
Yes.
很好
Good.
因为我永远不会原谅你
Because I never will.
我今天过来
I came here today
想看看你是否真的改变了
Because I wanted to know if you truly had changed.
我想你改变了
I believe you have.
我相信你的信仰让你有了慈爱之心...
I believe that your faith has allowed you to show love
和怜悯之心
And compassion.
我不杀你 是因为片刻的恐惧和 不痛不痒的毙命
But I didn't kill you tonight Because a moment of fear and a painless death
根本无法弥补你所犯下的滔天大罪
Doesn't even come close to making up for the lifetime Of suffering that you've caused.
不 父亲
No,father.
杀了你是太便宜你了
Killing you would be far too easy.
所以我要你健康 长寿
So I want you to have a long and healthy life.
也要你知道 我会继续杀戮
And I want you to know that I'm still out there And I will continue to kill.
每杀死一个人
And every time I do,
我会给你寄一张剪报
I'm going to send you a newspaper clipping,
让你知道是我干的
So you know that it's me.
你不得不背负我的所作所为
And you will have to live with my actions
以及是你造就了我这一事实
And acknowledge that you made me what I am,
当你意识到
And you can carry the guilt
你对他们的死负有责任时 愧疚感会缠绕着你
Of knowing that in part you were responsible For the deaths of those people.
而我最喜欢的是
And here's my favorite part.
忏悔是神圣的
I have the sanctity of the confessional.
你将永久保守我的秘密
You will have to keep my secret forever.
再见 父亲
Goodbye,father.